I'm just BOR-ING --'

          hello sunshine! hello plants! hello haters! hello laptop!

 hey my lovely blog! wow, its been a long time i haven't update my blog bah. hehe. miss you all of sudden x) and happy sunday everyone! saya pun bnyak demam arr, batuk arr, kuat pening palak arr --' apa dh jadi ni? flu pun tak abis2 nyusahkan saya jaa! haissss. btw, exam is coming up on august! ohmygucci! especially me, SPM! this is my 2 trial spm exam. last month adalah bnyk improvement. bangga juga bnyk lulus. heee. bt this time, i want to pass all subjects! there is no "BUT" anymore.

 i must try harder, common brenda! u can do it. i started to study by my own already, yay! kesedaran sdh dtg, thank God ;) ah ahhhmmm. haa! u know what? im gonna get my second lecana bintang! haa, lencana bintang ini adalah markah merit kita pelajar. hehe. sp cepat, dia la dapat. yesshh, tak sabo. tpikan, kali ini sy bukan dpt bintang kedua, directly jump to four stars! wahhh. haha. hari rabu ini sy akn terima bintang ny, i think it's include certificate la. entah la. mok tau berapa merit sy sekrang? 1256 sodahh oohhh 0.0 haha!
but hey, im proud of it! hahaha xD u think only kelas up up ja ada. haaa, kelas yg down down pn dapat. hihi. and saya akn terus berjuang utk dapatkn merit tertinggi!
  heee, cute nye dia ;*

anyway, it's been a hard day for me. ini salah, itu salah! hehhh! si cincung tengah berkahwin (: tak fham? haa, sy dan Tuhan ja faham. haha. im strong now, strong enough to faced anything! cause God with me. kalau kamu baca ni pn tak guna, saya malas nak tls pasal awak dlm ni, biar waa kasi lu ajaran lorr. pak tohh arr ~ tp kadang2 kita manusia ni, kalau susah cari Tuhan, kalau senang manada. termasuk sy sndri, kalau senang pn salu la sy syukur dgn apa yg sy ada maa. hehe. tp ingat, God see us (: pasti ada balasan baik dia nanti (; peachhh yo! sy rasa tu saja la dari sy  thx sbb sudi membaca blog saya! syg awak yg baca <3

sincerely, brendahildayeo ;*

i miss the moment when we're truely laugh into dead!

hello bloggers! hari ini biar sy bercakap dgn bahasa malaysia ye. hehe. hari sabtu haritu kan, sekolah smk merbau iaitu sekolah kesayangan sy telah mewakili diri mengikuti PERTANDINGAN TARIAN SEKOLAH-SEKOLAH MENENGAH BAHAGIAN MIRI 2012 pd sabtu (28th April 2012) yg lalu. bnyak la sokongan dr sekolah lain memuji tarian km org ckup kreatif, cantik, serentak dan bnyak lagi. tp malangnya, sekolah kami org langsung tak dpt anugerah apa-apa ): huhuhu. mcm tak sangka la. hairan pula pelajar dr sekolh yg lain td, asyik tetanya-tanya knp kmu org tak menang? 

tu la sy tak puas hati dgn juri tu. waktu dia ingin menyampaikan maklumat, adakah patut menyindir sekolah kita TERLALU kreatif? aie, dah nama tarian. apa lagi? buta ka juri tu tadi? ishhh. sy tengok, ok ja tarian no problem. juri jeles sbb tak pat buat sekreatif seperti cikgu kami org Cigku Maziah! huhhh. kalau jeles, sebut ja la. ANANG MAIN SINDIR DIK NYAK! hmm. masa tu kan, sy rasa ada sesuatu yg tak kena mengena masa tu. tp keputusan pn muktabad kan. apa boleh buat. tahun lepas sekolah kami org dpt bnyak anugerah bah. but tahun ni tak, bukan tak lagi. memang tak da papa. hmm. balik ja pertanding tu, sy kat rumah menangis mcm apa! cecair make up )': mak masuk dalam bilik sy, dia heran la tengok sy menangis. dia tanya sy, kenapa kamu menangis ni? kalah pn tak perlu la menangis. itu biasa la. masa tu, sy pn tak dpt jwb apa2 sbb tak sesak macam apa menangis. mak sy pn sedih tengok sy, dia pun peluk aku sambil berkata, 'enough la mei. don't cry because you lose. enough k?' . majak aku nyabak maya nyak wai! dah jako mak sinu, sinu ke agi meh ati merinsa tuk deh wai. lama2 dah peluk mak tu, aku mulai tenang. hehe. so mula muram ja muka smpai aku tertidoran..

hari ahad pada pukul 7, Cikgu Maziah msg dgn km org, 'terima kasih atas komitmen dan pengorbanan yg telah km org bg selama ini. walaupun kita gagal, tak semestinya gagal selamanya. thank you.' itu dia msg kat km org, awal sangat la. hahaha. tp dah baca tu, aku mula sedar yg cikgu kuat menghadapi nya. so sy pn mesti kuat! hehe. then semangat pegi church with family sendiri x) finally, Jesus came to me and said, 'don't give up for what u're doing, but be an example to others that you can do it!' this is what Fr.John say that day during his sharing. hehe. no matter what, i won't be leaving dancing forever (; Jesus light of my world! Amen!

lastly, aku letak sikit gambar kenangan manis dan pahit kami org disini ye, hehe. most of all, i miss: 

BRIAN, MAJENG, BERRY, TERRY, RENNO, AUDREY, 

BIBIANA, SABRINA, STELLA, LAURA & ELISIA

i miss this moment so much arhh! ):

 from left to the right: Audrey, Eliscia, Laura & Brian

 Left to the right: Majeng, Audrey, Eliscia, Laura, Brian & Renno

 Brian & Stella! :DD

yeahh, just a false tattoo. haha.

 waktu latihan pada hari sabtu, mcm org miskin kan? haha. tp masing2 have fun makan! xD

 haha, no komen la pasal picture yg kat atas tu. hahaha, pama Majeng! xP

 yang bertudung tu, Cikgu Maziah lo :)

perjalanan menuju ke permymall! sempat lagi nih, balik habis kena boom cikgu! -.-' hahaha 

 Friends for
ever! :D

itu sahaja la gambar2 yg sy dapat kongsikan dgn kalian semua. kepada kawan aku yg ada di dalam gambar ni, harap kita buat mcm ni lagi ye? rindu sangat2 tau. especially, Cikgu Maziah & Paula! :D hihi.

akhir kata dengan pantun, air dicincang tidak akan putus! hahaha. i will miss this moment forever. hehe. never ever thought i would be this happy! thank  you for giving your time to read my blog. hehe. Love you all! <3

eh, sebelum aku lupa. tok video kami org masa bertanding tu. hehe. thanks to Jeffry James :)

yang ini tarian Zapin, Inang, Joget & Lain.

yang ini tarian Etnik

is not life chasing us, but we chasing life (:

sound check sound check. opss! i just off my phone for peaceful (;

hey! my friend (; Suzie, Peth, Carolynne & me

hey guys! now i'm in a moody of something like this '</3'. so hopefully you understand. thanks for coming by to my home now. yes you (: just wanna share some experience of mine to you aite. you know what? nowadays people do change, even the human being change their handphone recently! now i know, how's the world turn into pieces every step of a day. this is not a make up story but it's reality. try to read this passage understandly. 

i got it from Best Quotes at Facebook:

"I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up

... it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be."

it's remind me that life must go on. instead of hurting, crying, sad, boring? why don't we just learn something new? hey, what i know. A person who never made a mistake never tried anything new (;

Now you get it what i'm trying to say? i know some of you might not support of my opinion but i just telling that my life is really complicated now. i had now way else to go through unless i keep on my Faith in God (:

the important thing is always forgive but surely hardly to forget. nothing else in this world can make us all perfect! even your life unperfect? include me. so my brothers and sisters, why don't we throw away our sadness of the day? common. keep the phone, don't care what your boyfriend/girlfriend is saying right now! off it, don't even think to touch it. calm yourself down and think of something that might make your day happier! be free from all of this. be free to say that you're strong to faced anything for your God! be free my friends. there's nothing impossible if we try out now. 

my friend, i just want to remind you guys. don't forget to say YOU LOVE EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD INCLUDED YOUR ENEMY! <3 say yes you can! yes yes yessssss <3

and lastly from me, thank you so much for reading my blog tonight. may God bless. tq & good night

xoxo Brenda love you!

That person in your dream is missing you (:

it is complicated now, but i had to be strong in Faith (:

this is my close friend oly, brian, me & peth

yeah, L O V E beh (:

morning bloggers! just having a dream of "THAT PERSON" again. two days i dream about 'that person'. heran bena aku tok eh. the day when i lose contact with 'that person' is on LSS. well, is a lonnngggggg story (: hehe. but just wanna say to you all who read this massage, the person whoever exist in your dream, their are mostly missing you badly or somehow needed you by their side. yeahhh. aku tok la experience gilak. should i msg with 'that person' becos i had ready to let 'that person' go. but seriously, WHY I CAN'T EVEN FORGET THE FEELING IN IT? PLUS 'THAT PERSON' FACE? ayamaaaa -.-' it's really do complicated. adededede. but you guys know what i do to make myself away from sms with 'that person'? i eat & eat & eat & eat! non-stop. hahahahaaa. so that i won't be needed to msg anyone except it's urgent. that's the way maa. and one more thing, God never ask me to forget you but God ask me to bring you to the way it should be (;

if you read this pun, i can't say anything. i can't forget you that's all. and thanks to you guys yg mampu meluangkan masa utk baca my story pg ni, hehe. appreciate it a lot (; that's the end of my story, tq.

xoxo BrendaHilda

asking some time to hear (:

accept what it's takes, cause it will never come back (:

 hey bloggers! lama tak update blog nih, hehe. best lah time sukan tahunan masa tu! mula2, sa cita sal persembahan padang dulu k, hehe. tp sorry lah kalau time persembahan padang tu kami org tak sempat ambik gambar. semua terburu-buru nak balik dah. haha. tp pa pa pun, memang best tarian kami terutama group jai-ho! wahsehhh. mantap sangat2! 

 YB Lee Kim Ching menyatakan bahawa tarian persembahan padang memang the best! bangga bah >,< haha, then sa dengar penolong kanan kata kita akan ikut mssm tahun. terdngar mcm tu, ado. pa lagi kami org semua teriak besar-besaran sepuas nya! wahhhh ~ then cikgu pun kata memang cantik tarian kita. hehe. tp saya masa tu kan, saya sorang ja yg accessories dulu tercabut. malu la ;/ haha! tp tak juga marah, bab tarian tap cantik! 

 hehe. the best of the best persembahan padang! hihi :) akan rindu la nanti nak ketawa dengan geng jai-ho and lain. haha. rindu mok kuning-kuning punya otak xD

tok pict kami org kawan time sukan tu. SUKA, DUKA PUN ADA (:

yeah, ia jak pict nya. bnyak gik kat pict lam facebook aku ia, hehe. sorry x edit. malas mode ;P

 tu ja la story mengena persembhn tu, hehe. then then time sukan memang banyak perkara sa buat. tahun ni saya relax ja, tiap taun ja ambik acara. ia lah aku relax ja taun tok sik ambik acara. hehe. rumah helang menang tempat kedua! ohyeahh! bangga sangat2. bab selama ni helang tak pernah memang :/ haha. then sa dengan kawan rapat ku iaitu Brian, Suzie, Peth, Oly, Carol and lain2 memang gila la. 

 tak bis2 tetakkan org, buat lawak la, kanji-kanji pun ada xD HAHAHAHA! tu la kerja kami org, kenja ja tau. tp kalau buat homework, masam ja muka nak buat. hahaha. parai kitai wai ;P and also kawan aku nok lain2 ia, nok sama palak an aku ia. rindu la mok gila2 gik an korang pastok, time kita practise persembahan padang jua, tetak2 ia, and moment yg kita buat silap jua. hehehe (: 
 pasya org nok aku minat sampai sekarang. tq for everything for this two days time sukan k k! thanks jua dah temankan aku & wak dah buat sa happy sangat2 (: hehehe. i won't forget the moment we both had been together that day (: hihihi ~

tok video kami org time persembahan padang ria, enjoy tengok k k! (:

best kan? hehehe (: tu la yg sangat best tu kamu org teriak tadi! hahaha <3

and lastly from me, kalau cerita ni sangat panjang, maafkan sa. sa menaip ni pun penuh dengan excited, perasaan, happy. haha. muka ni pun dah hitam dah ;/ neway thanks baca sampai ke penamat cerita saya. hehe. anda memang org yg ckup bersabar! :) Tuhan memberkati anda semua & i miss you all!

 i l o v e y o u s o m u c h ;* that's the end of my story for today. hehe. have a nice day today aite (: <3